weigh in tomorrow

I have my weigh in tomorrow and im feeling anxious. im excited cause i will be under 100kg, which will be fantastic, but nervous...i cant guarantee that ill be under 100.
But ive eaten quite well, and i so far have a points deficit of 10, which is a good amount, since i had a point deficit of 15 last week and lost 2.7 ofcourse i realise that having such high deficits every week isnt great,which is why i plan to alternate. some weeks ill aim for a five-ten deficit, some a fifteen depending on what i want that week. this early on in the game though, i need to feel like im working really hard and getting great results. that need will fade a little later on. lol.

i havent recieved any of those "wow youve lost weight" comments, but im sure that when i hit ten kilos in a month or a bit more, that will begin to happen. the changes in my body are still very subtle, like clothes not digging in and things feeling better. they all look a little better, but not by a huge amount yet.

ive decided to put away money every week (hopefully ten dollars) so that when i reach goal, i can buy myself a corset. I really cant wait. ive never bought one before, knowing i would always lose weight, just never sure when. but this is my time. this year is about getting my life back, becoming a strong, sexy fit woman/girl who is not afraid of failure and is ready for anything.

what will your year be about?

-xo Cannibal